Zenghui's blog.

2009-11-18T05:01:00.000-08:00

I'm not using blogger anymore, i'm using Onsugar. So link me up people(: Mylove.onsugar.com, love you people!

2009-11-18T01:18:00.000-08:00

11 more days till baby is back, finally the numbers of days get down to 10plus not 20. Is my off day today, had Miner to accompany me to cut hair. Now i regretted cutting my fringe! Outcome was like wtffffff! Nevermind, i shall wait patiently for it to grow again(: Anyway, went to Bugis temple last Thursday with bing &co. Seek divitation for my love &what i got was a good one. Hopefully it will happen ah, then went Amk hub for a short shopping before going Fred's house for his birthday celebration. Othen then that, i spent the rest of my days working. No life i know, nevermind i shall get a life on December:D Shall laid my last pen here, till then.

2009-11-04T06:13:00.000-08:00

Was busy working these pass week &only until now then i get to get a day off. At baby's house now. I've photos to upload but i'm lazy lazy lazy! Not having enough sleep for the whole week, oh myyyy~ Baby's going to Wallaby this sunday! I'm going to miss him like don't know what. MINER 13DOT! I MISS YOU TOOOOOO! Lol(: Finally got my new phone, now i've couple phone with baby haha. Okay, till the next time then~ Muah people!

2009-10-25T09:38:00.000-07:00

You know what baby? I suddenly miss you very much, so much that i wish i could take cab to your camp now. Just to see you for a minute &a hug will do. But i know it's impossible.. Can't wait to see you on your next bookout, miss you very much! Even though our next meeting time will be shorter but i still treasure every moment we're together.

2009-10-25T09:08:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to Alvin, happy birthday to Alvinnnnnnn(:!
Well, celebrated his birthday at Auston &755 today, so touched that he treated us all at Auston yet guilty at the same time. Surprised him at 755 with cake &followed by packets of flour, thanks to those boys that we girls got drag in for nothing. So innocence, lol. Nothing much to mention though, starting work tomorrow thus unable to meet my girls that often. I'll miss Miner 13dot, Serene baby &Shermaine baby de! You three take care ah! Must miss me hor! Andy's birthday on 11Nov, going 12Element with all my loves(: Except my boyfriend though, he is at Wallaby by then already.

Baby ah, i hope my greatest fear won't happen. I'm sure our relationship is not that weak to not able to just withstand our lesser meeting time. I can give you my promise that i won't neglect you nor will i loses my feeling. What i wish to say, i had all said. I love you(: Our fourth month soon.

2009-10-24T11:27:00.000-07:00

Let me think, what should i post. Been wasting my days doing basically nothing but slacking away. Lucky for one thing, i'm sarting work on Monday with sister. But sadly, Serene can't join us, what a pity.. Was looking forward to work with her but, nevermind(am not going to mention already). Alvin birthday's celebration tomorrow. Finally like 16, lol. Been eating those fattening food this few days! Durian, ice cream &Nata de Coco. Now i'm fat again! All that idiot fault, out of nowhere go supermarket to buy those! See seee seeee! Stupid b! But baby is going Wallaby in two weeks time, sigh. Hopefully i can endure that three weeks while he is at Wallaby ah, think my friends ear will have to endure my endless grumbling again. Oh yes, i think i might be getting myself a dog! Not now, but in the future. Lol, wait till i really get myself a dog then say ah. Till then~

&Baby! I know you read my blog so you better fucking tag me! Love you!

2009-10-16T09:30:00.000-07:00

Oh isn't that great? Am going Malaysia with baby &his bro tomorrow night then staying over at his house(: So will update most probably next week ah? I'm currently watching a korean drama call 拜托小姐 , i'm so envy of the girl can? So super rich, wish i could have just half of her money.
Oh yes yes, i'm going to work in a castle i'm going to work in a castle. Isn't this like a fairy tale world? Except that i've to work as a servert, lol whatever~ Just can't wait for the castle to finish renovating so i can start working with bing sis &Serene. And hopefully Miner, Andy &Wilfred. Till then~

2009-10-11T07:43:00.000-07:00

Radiah's house yesterday as she invited us for Hari Raya open house. Met baby aftermath, had a heart to heart session with him. B, whatever i promised you i'll do it. I'll be a better girlfriend &most importantly, i'll(nevermind, i won't type out) Anyway, in whatsoever way i'll be a better girlfriend(:
Went Amk hub with baby today, he brought me a shoe for working then i've to pay him twenty cent because of those superstition that people said. It says if couple buy for each other either shoe or perfum, they'll have to give the one who buy the stuff a few cents otherwise the person that recieve the gift will feeling fade or run away. I'm quite a supersition girl okay!?
Last paper tomorrow!(: But i really don't understand why must the MOE set the Dnt paper at noon, like why can't it just start in the morning? Won't it be much better if it starts in the morning? Nevermind.. On the happier side, Nlevel ending tomorrow! Haha, going to Miner's mummy shop tomorrow to dye my hair hair hair! &i'm still thinking what colour should i dyeeee. Will start working on Tuesday, hopefully i'll have good pay(: Maybe going Malaysia with baby &his friends this saturday night. But i'm still considering... Okay, till then~

There's still much more photos, but i'm lazy to upload.

2009-10-05T01:58:00.000-07:00

So was me& b third month &at the same time mooncake festival last saturday. Lol, one word: lazy! i'm damn lazy to type whatsoever, haha.
Now i'm left with two more subjects to go, jiayou jiayou!
Nlevel ending like real soooon, hopefully can find a job asap so i can work my ass off& not thinking of baby when he is away at Wallaby. Oh yes yes, that bastard might not be able to book out this week, great isn't it?

He cooked this for our dinner last friday, damn nice i tell you!(:

&lastly, thanks for everything that you've did. Hope the wish that we wished at Seletar Link will come true(: I love you baby.

2009-09-26T23:17:00.000-07:00

Mummmy's birthday last thursday at Mayan Chinese cuisin(If i'm not wrong). Doing nothing much this few days except wasting my times away. Miner brought one of the heel that caught her eyes already, jealous! One thing that i need most now; money money! Next whole week will be study week for me, work hard work hard! Then pub, shopping, chalet, Malaysia trip &working are awaiting for meeeeeeee! I seriously want to change phone! Baby's changing phone next month, jealous! Oh whatever, i'll get myself a new phone asap! Lol, hopefully i'll have enough money to spend even after getting myself a new phone, &better; save at least some of it. Hopefully ah...

2009-09-22T08:33:00.000-07:00

Latop had been lagging recently, making me irritated whenever i'm using it. Nlevel soon, &here comes my one week study break. Lol but to be precise, i gave myself study week starting from tomorrow onwards. Going to school everyday, doing basically nothing but wasting our time there. Must well stay at home right? But seriously, does the teacher really think we'll study during the study break? Lol, who knows? Just can't wait for Nlevel to end!
Saturday;
Geylang with baby, the tian ji zhou there was Superb! Went to find baby's friend shop(Condom shop) Seeing so many different kind of customers going in &out, one word: funny. Went Armani Nightclub; baby previous workplace. &there was one man who mistooken me as the girl there, goodness gracious.
DIdn't go anywhere from then, slacking with bing&co, slacking with bing &co &more slacking with bing &co. Seriously, get a life man! Two heels that caught my eyes at Northpoint, i'm so so gonna get it! Hopefully, asap ah ...

Till the next time~

2009-09-15T09:20:00.000-07:00

Hello haha people! Lol, this few days have been basically the same except for some days. Steamboat buffet at Crystal Jade with Miner, Serene &Zhibing last thursday.
Nic's bbq last friday, waiting for baby to book out at the same time. Saturday& sunday spent with baby until he booked in. Town with Fiona yesterday, lol. Nlevel coming yet i'm wasting my life away~
Currently i'm watching The vampire daries, just started watching &i fell in love with it immediately(: ! I still have two whole series of Gossip Girl & 90210 season2 to watch, i'm so going to spend my whole day at home tomorrow to watch my showww!
Nlevel hasn't end yet i'm in the holiday mood alreadyyy. oh myyy~ I want work &earn money so i'll have money to buy this &that. To buy this &that, that &this. Haha!

2009-09-08T02:02:00.000-07:00

Social Studies was hardddddd! I spent all my time memorizing on Sri lanka &Northern Island essays yet! It didn't come out at allll! Angry! Well, nevermind then~ Hopefully i'll score well for my chinese &english(:
Celebarated baby's birthday last saturday. Had been reaching home late last few days ,not enough sleep, &having insomnia! Now my eyebag is really cannot make it. Nlevel faster end! Nlevel faster end(: !
Think nothing much to mention already, till then~

2009-08-31T08:03:00.000-07:00

Hello people! So how do i look with my new spectacle? ha, actually that is baby's spectacle. Then i realised i had a long weekend break, from friday till tomorrow before i got to go back school again. Spent my friday, saturday, sunday &monday with baby. I'll cherish every moment i can have with him(: Went Fiona's house with baby on saturday as it was one of their relative death anniversary. Fiona's grandma cooked many food so i was like ate till damn full~ Baby &his friends went back to their secondary today, so i went Northland Secondary School to meet him. Lol, imagine not going to own school but to others. &i felt so old there as i'm wearing home clothes so of course students there will think i'm a graducated student. But i'm like them okay!? 16only~ Haha. Then, accomapany baby to go cut hair then to Jason's house. Waited for the rain to stop before heading to Lavander there to brought new helmets. One for baby &one for me(: 4head aftermath &back to baby's house. i was starving as i hasn't eaten anything for the whole day. Baby then dropped me off at 7head before riding back to camp. YES! BOOKED IN!
God! Now i realised how much weight i had gain, got to start slimming down already! Baby's birthday next sunday(: But i'll be celebarting his birthday on saturday. Pray damn damn hard that it don't rain on saturday! Please please pleaseeee~ But to prevent if it sway sway really rain, i've to think of other plan already. IDEAS IDEAS! Social studies Nlevel paper on next monday, I'VE GOT TO START REVISING!

My new helmet(:

Took this on one particular night while baby was playing dota &i was there entertaining myself, lol.

I want money MONEY MONEY! Oh myyyyy~ Can money please drop from the skyyyyy?

2009-08-28T10:25:00.001-07:00

Will back updating either on sunday or monday! I'm off to bed now, tata

Oh p.s. Miner; whatever you decide on, don't regret it alright? I hope i can see a better Miner in the future(: Change for yourself but not the others. Since you know you've got an attitude problem, why not get rid of it? Remember, we'll always be supporting you. Cheer up girl:D me love you, muah!

2009-08-23T00:39:00.000-07:00

Lol, i'm pratically dragging myself to turn on my laptop &to update my blog.
Now i realise, not much time left to nlevel &i'm not prepared for anything. Ought to really start preparing. Yes, i got to start peparing for nlevel.

Friday.

No paper for that day so don't have to go school. Woke up early &went to bi's house as i wanted to go jogging. Lol, baby bought a sport shoe back for me from his camp. Walked to Yishun park, jog one round &i got really out of breath. Then, that stupid boy still forced me to do exercise. Sit up, pull up, &whatsoever. Aftermath, walked to 600plus for breakfast then walked back to his house. Stayed at his house till noon before going back home to bath &going to Junction8. After Junction8, went to bing's house to meet her for awhile before headin back to bi's house. Stayed at his house till 11plus then he sent me home. Oh yea, i burnt my leg by one motor whatever engine. Now my leg got one round mark.

Saturday.

Baby cooked for me , himself &his mummy(: Haha, went to his house to meet him first. Then, he cooked scrambled egg for me to go with the fried rice that he cooked. After eating, off to escape! Lol, had a good time laughing while sitting the pirate ship. Played all rides, even those kiddy rides. Then, i manage to overcome the hunted house fear! Baby said his heart almost drop out when i'm driving the go kart, lol! Stay at escape till it close then back to baby's house. Sudden rain when we were about to go 925 to meet his friends, lucky we still at home. Stayed at his house until 1 before taking a cab home~

He insists on taking a photo of the fried rice he cooked. Lol, then he said "See la, never take the scrambled egg that i cooked" -.- This is the portion left after all that we had eat.

Found this photo at andy's phone. Think it was taken on Louis's birthday at blue blaze.

Boreddddd! Baby's booking in tonight already! Time is then most cruel thing. Okay, going to prepare &go out already. Till then~

2009-08-19T09:38:00.000-07:00

普通的 VS 真正的

一個普通的朋友從未看過你哭泣。
一個真正的朋友有雙肩讓你的淚水濕盡。

一個普通的朋友不知道你父母的姓氏。
一個真正的朋友有他們的電話在通訊錄上。

一個普通的朋友會帶瓶葡萄酒參加你的派對。
一個真正的朋友會早點來幫你準備並且為了幫你打掃而晚點走。

一個普通的朋友討厭你在他睡了後打來。
一個真正的朋友會問為什麼現在才打來。

一個普通的朋友找你談論你的困擾。
一個真正的朋友找你解決你的困擾。

一個普通的朋友對你的羅曼史感到好奇。
一個真正的朋友可以威脅你說出來。

一個普通的朋友在拜訪時，像一個客人一樣。
一個真正的朋友會打開冰箱自己拿東西。

一個普通的朋友在吵架後就認為友誼已經結束。
一個真正的朋友明白當你們還沒打過架就不叫真正的友誼。

一個普通的朋友期望你永遠在他身邊陪他。
一個真正的朋友期望他能永遠陪在你?

2009-08-19T09:14:00.000-07:00

Been studying with Hayati this two days. Actual saying, only started studying today.

So it goes like this; met up with her yesterday, walked the whole Northpoint to decide on what should we have for dinner then studying at that place. Final decision was Eighteen chef. After eating, was too full to have our dessert so started crapping there. Then, we wanted cig but didn't saw anyone we know. So ended up buying a packet. Stayed at Eighteen chef crapping until 9. Went to find Wenhao who was at Bk, then went black 205 to slack before home back home.

I promised baby i'll really start concentrating on my studies. so today after exam, went home straight. Bathed &went Northpoint to meet Hayati. Had our dinner at Library cafe as we wanted to try out their food. $4. 90, student price. Cheap ,their serving is huge &it comes with a coke. But oh well, i don't drink coke~ After having our dinner, went block 214to study~ Called Wenhao to join us. Study until 7:30 then went 723 to find bing sis. Helped Fengrong celebrate his birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FENGRONG! Haha, stay there until 9:30 &cabbed home~

2009-08-15T11:55:00.000-07:00

See, i can change my blogskin without the help of anyone. Miner must be damn proud of me(: Baby book in already, sian! What a LONG weekend he had, shitty camp he got into!

Friday.

Back home after chinese paper, took my own sweet time to bath, to prepare &went to bing's house. Slacked, slacked &still slacked. Waiting for baby to book out, &he only got to book out at 8plus-.- Like what theeee~ From 4plus wait until 8plus. &By the time he reached home, changed &meet me. It's already 9:30. Poor baby, last meal he had is afternoon so he was damn hungry. Lol, went 747 to accompany him had his dinner. Caught the movie 吓到笑(Where got ghost) at 11:40pm with baby, Fiona &Kaiming. Not a very good show, funny only. But also not that funny, then i was wondering why are those people laughing like hell that was sitted behind me. Show ended at around 2am, went 925 to accompany Kaiming &Fiona eat. While we're leaving, baby friends came, waited for baby to talk finish with his friends before he sent me home.

Saturday.

Woke up at 1plus. Hurry hurry prepared &went off to baby's house to meet him. Spent the afternoon at his house to accompany him. He fucking had to book in at 7. Baby then sent me to bing's house before riding to his camp. Upon reaching bing's house, found out she is at northpoint. Walked to Northpoint to meet her &Miner. Back to 700plus again, slacked at 730 &cab home with Miner. What a random day~

2009-08-10T08:24:00.000-07:00

Friday

Woke up super early, like i think 10plus in the morning. Didn't went to school as it was a short day. Met Fiona &Kaiming, as me &Fiona wanted to had our hair cut. After getting our hair cut, i went northpoint to meet Alvin &Marcus. Got myself a new slipper &brought some stuff as i wanted to make something for baby. Head over to bing's house next. Did the thing that i wanted to make for baby, then went over baby's house to meet him. Lol, he didn't know i was going over to his house. Spent the rest of my time at his house until 11plus &he sent me home(:

Saturday

Waited for baby to come over my house to fetch me, then we went 921 to make a new spectacle for him. Head over to bing's house to meet her, spent the afternoon there. They were playing majiong. Baby, alvin &andy were playing risk &i was there entertaining myself. Went 925 to had our dinner at 6, head back to 730 to slack. Me &baby went off at 9plus as he was meeting his friends. Jason's house &then 925 again. Lol, i was over hyper that night. Talking non stop like one mad girl. Slacked at 925 till 12plus &baby sent me home~

Sunday

Went over to Miner's house for awhile before going over baby's brother's house. His brother's daughter one year old birthday, cute baby girl(: Stayed at his brother house till 5 then baby went back home to change before going Marina. People mountain people sea at Marina, can't possibly walk, every road were closed &i'm finding ways to walk to Singapore Flyer to meet sister& co. In the end, met them at Marina square, finally got the heels that i wanted for a very very long time. Happy~ Then the boys were playing pool &the girls were at there talking. Took the last train home.

Monday

Had a scary dream, woke up by alvin at 1plus. Text baby to wake him up. Bathed &waited for him to fetch me before heading to Tan Tock Seng to take MC for baby. Northpoint to buy mine school shoe then baby's house. home at 9plus.
Baby is booking in tomorrow! Damn damn, i really can't bear to. Sigh, no choice. I can't do anything. &then i really can't imagine me without him for 3 &half weeks when he is away for the stupid NS oversea trip! Whatever~ i'm off to bed already, school tomorrow, prelim starts on Thursday &i hasn't even start studying. Shit, i really need motivation to study!

2009-08-06T08:46:00.000-07:00

Somehow while reading my old post, it makes me realise then. How stupid &childish i was. Yes, indeed i was just being naive.

2009-08-04T02:59:00.000-07:00

I'M MEETING BABY LATER! I'M MEETING BABY LATER!
He's having night out. Yayyyyyyyy:D! *jump around like a mad girl.
byebyeeeeee(:

2009-08-03T02:51:00.000-07:00

Happy one month annviersary my dear boy, even though you can't spent this day with me but i'm glad i've you. That's matter(: I've got so much to tell you,
for all those laughter that you brought to me,
for all those love that you made me feel,
for all those happy moment you gave me,
for all those happiness i had with you,
for all those giving in you always gave,
&for all those forgiven that you had.
Thanks baby(:

2009-08-02T03:31:00.000-07:00

Recently, my laptop spoiled but now it's back to normal already(: So, i can update my blog anytime i want to. Had many many things to blog about, but didn't due to mine sudden broke down laptop. All i can say is i spent those pass few weeks happily, haha. I'll update as soon as i'm not lazy. Till then~

2009-07-10T10:33:00.000-07:00

WILL BE BACK UPDATING ON SUNDAY.
Cause i'm damn damn lazy to update now, &i'm tired too. Just got back home from town with baby(: Had a happy day! Tata~
p.s. Will be a very long post on sunday, think will post what happened from wednesday to saturday. Haha. Ciao~

2009-07-06T08:10:00.000-07:00

I miss my baby

I miss my baby

I miss my baby

I miss my baby

I miss the way he'll play with my nail whenever he hold my hand

I miss the way he hug me

I miss the way he let me clung my hand on his arm

I miss the way he put his hand around my arm

I miss the way he helps me do everything

I miss the way he call me baby

I miss the way when we're walking, i can lie my head on his shoulder

I miss the way he held me tight in MRT

I miss the smell of his perfum

I miss him

&I love die him!

2009-07-05T09:40:00.000-07:00

因为有你，我好辛福. 谢谢。

2009-07-05T09:05:00.001-07:00

Didn't went hawpar villa today as it was raining. Then, i miss baby already. Shit, he leave me for a few hours only &i'm missing him like crazy. &i've to wait for another 4days until i can see him again. Stupid Ns! Went out at 2plus today, baby came my house downstair fetch me(: Accompany him to Northpoint to sign up for phone plan. Then the rain got big, &we had to wait for the rain to stop before we can go 600plus to pum oil for his bike. So we walked around &around Northpoint for 2hours plus to kill time &for the rain to stop. Finally when the rain stop, pum oil for baby's bike &head to bing's house to meet her& Shermaine. Baby left after accomapany me at bing's house for about 1/2 hour. &Soon after he left, rain got big again. Damn worried for his safety, he have to ride in the rain all the way to his camp which is at lim chu kang. Meet up with Miner, Andy& Wilfred at inter, we all talked like we never meet up for many years, lol! Don't wish to mention what happened next, bad thing la. Miner ah, don't be so angry(: I know i know, if 'that' thing happen on me, i'll kill that person. But well~ Lol, I FELL DOWN! Fuck ,damn pain you know!? 16years old already, still fall down. People confirm laugh de.OKay after everything, Fiona &Kaiming came to meet us. Slack& headed home at around 10plus.

2009-07-04T11:44:00.000-07:00

Ndp rehearsal with baby &his friends today(: Before that, went bing sis's house to meet her first. Baby came to meet me there. Bought me Bakerzin strawberry shortcake. Oh myyy~ i'm going to gain so much fat! Baby still said want feeed me till fat fat! Damn him! i'll run away from him before he does that:x Lol ,SLack at bing's house until 4plus &walked to Northpoint to meet baby friends. Reached the rehearsal there, went to eat mac before going in. By the time we reach inside, it's already 7plus. &The rehearsal ends at 8plus. I thought it is a full rehearsal, sad.Missed quite many as we were late, lol. Went Marina Square aftermath, tried to catch bear but i can't catch any, i'm damn sad that i was about to cry. Shopping with baby afterthat, saw a heels that i like but don't have my size!Damn ley! Took train back to Yishun at 11plus. Force baby to go eat again, i want him to be fatter~ Went 925, slacked there with baby, Jason, Kaining &Xueling's older sister. Got tired &baby sent me home with his bike.
Haha, been forcing baby to eat&eat. Take bus& Mrt with me(: Thanks baby for giving in to me for everything. But please be MORE guailan to me can!? You've had got yourself a crazy girlfriend who love to guailan with people. Lol, happy day today!
Hawpar Villa outing with Shermaine &maybe bing sis tomorrrow(: Shopping &watching movie with baby this coming friday. Celebrating bing sis birthday this coming saturday;D Yay! i'm so looking forward!

Yea, THANKS FIONA for introducing such a good guy for me. I'm really grateful to you la. Me love die you! Haha, i introduce you a good guy tooo okay? May our happiness last! It will last right? Im sure it will.
Okay, photo timeeeeee~

baby said he'll bring me go Singapore Flyer one day!

The bag for this year, damn good you know? Can change to be a shoulder bag.

Okay, ciao peopleeeeee~

2009-07-03T10:24:00.000-07:00

Got another sweet lil surprise again today(:
Hehe, stupid someone came mummy house to meet me today. &he brought me a cake again, mango cake but i was craving for cheese cake then. Well, nevermind~ &when i opened the box, there shows the sentence. Lol, paisehhhhh~ &the stupid fiona kept on disturbing at there, even mummy also! 03July2009. 05:01pm♥ baby, how long will this happiness last?

Force him to took bus with us today, since he said he didn't take bus for a longgg time already, someone action what. Got bike~ Lol, ChongPang with mummy, bing sis, Louis, Fiona& Kaiming. Back to bing's house to slack aftermath, Alvin came to meet us. Went to meet up with shermaine &Serene. 9plus went 925 with him to meet his friends. Home at 11plus~

Have been a really good girl in school this one whole week, never late once& doing every piece of work that teacher give(: Haha, keep it up ah ngzenghui! But but, i must revise after school also isn't it!? endure endure~
Yay:D! Going to Ndp rehersal with baby &his friends tomorrow! Ciao peopleeee~

p.s. Thanks baby for the earpiece(: &making my day happy.

2009-06-28T06:11:00.000-07:00

How sweet can just a lil thing be? Hehe, got a sweet lil surprise from someone(: Not that usual one that i usually mention about. This someone is much more nicer(: &He makes my heart smile. So i was just craving for Bakerzin's mango cake &at that time i was texting with him. So i told him that i wanted to eat Bakerzin's mango cake. &at 6plus, he text me asking me to go down of my house for awhile. Saying he wanted to see me before he book in. &When i go down, he passes me the Bakerzin's plastic bag. So damn touching man, luckily i didn't cry or i think it will be damn~ haha. When i got back, &realise he bought two slices for me somemore. stupid boy~

Stay home today &helped my mummy with housework(: Ain't i a good girl? Hehe, i don't know whats wrong with me, kept on smiling to myself. Or not laugh out, my mummy said i'm crazy. Haha, i'm a happy girl now(: oh shit, i'm scared i'll have insomnia tonight. School tomorrow, &i still hasn't done my homework. haha, ciao people~

2009-06-27T12:59:00.000-07:00

See how much people change?
Lol, this post is for shermaine? I'm so touched after reading her blog. Can say that we really gone through up& down right? &I sfate that brought us back, i'm very glad that things end this way(: Yea, remember last year during your birthday. A very unpleasent memories. You won't want to know what bad things i said about you either. All !@#$%^*& was there, haha. But i'm glad we forgive each other though, even without telling each other we've already forgive. That day when i helped Marcus typed that msg, lol. I was really angry with you too, &i'm damn fuck up by the way you shouted me on the phone that i feel like tearing you into pieces. Lol, but thinking back on those happy moment we had together. We went amk kbox together, remember? &There was once i run home &i spend my days with you(: Yes, even though between us happened many things. But girl, nothing beat those happy moment we had together. Even though we didn't spend as much time as we had like in the past, but i'm sure after so many things, our love grown fonder. Remember when we used to slack together &going here &there to meet friendster friends. Lol, &helping you to edit the photo. Haha, you should know which photo right? SHERMAINE, our promise to each other is CANNOT quarrel already okay? I love you~

2009-06-27T10:42:00.000-07:00

I've finalise my decision, i think it is the only way &everything will be much more better for me &that person this way. I'll stop loving that person, but not forget. I'm sure i don't weigh much in that person heart either. Mention umpteen times, it's all my one side thinking. That thing that the person told me, i don't care if it's true. i'll stop loving that someone. Maybe this is really the only way to make myself let go of that someone. Even if its not true, i think that someone really want me to stop loving. Thus, that someone don't have any choice but to lie. But well, thanks to that someone, i'm going to live mine life much more happier. Why won't i want to forget that someone? Because i don't want to forget someone who makes my life so miserable. The most miserable month i had in mine 16years of life &thanks to that person, i learn to judge a person much more better(: That person asked me to take care, haha. This goes without saying. I, of course will take care, you take care of yourself. I didn't tell you this, because i'm sure your life makes no difference with/ without me. If by any chance, you come upon my blog. But i don't think you'll. Lol.

Okay, enough saying of that particular someone. This will be my last post about that someone(: Oh myyyy~ i'm so touchy by shermaine's msn personal msg. Hehe, show you what she said.(click for larger picture)
Except for that NZHPUBOR, but well. haha(: Life is so interesting, at some point of time, you may be damn good with someone then don't know because of whatever happened, you both quarrel &separate. But after some time, don't know what brings you two back again. Fate isn't it? It's fate all along.
Woohoooo~ ride bike today, hehe(: First time in my whole 16years life. Fun man, damn siok. After knowing something &my heart shattered &after riding the bike, all unhappy things seem to fly away with the wind. Ciao people~

2009-06-26T09:36:00.001-07:00

TRANSFORMERS ROCKS MAN! Hehe, caught transformers today with ang mo &Wilfred, nice man! rate it 5/5* I don't mind watching it 2345times. Tsk, i'm bored. No plan for tomorrow, no life. I wanna eat steamboat! Don't know which good soul is willing to accompany me, lol. That good soul must be a big eater also! Haha, remembered going to zhen fa once with Serene, even though only we two but we're like the most huge eater there.
Seriously, i'm boreddddd~ &school is starting on monday. I hasn't play enough, i hasn't done any homework. Lol, i don't intend to get it done either except for english. My upper left eyelid has been twitching for days. People said it means good things will happen but after so many days of twitching, nothing happened. Are my eye making a joke on me!? Angry already!
Had Indian Rojak for supper, fattttt~ Oh, &Micheal Jackson, rest in peace.

With misses, i pass another day. Seee, i can live on well(:

2009-06-25T08:38:00.001-07:00

You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

2009-06-24T08:57:00.000-07:00

WHATS THE POINT IN HOLDING ON TO SOMETHING THAT WON'T BE YOURS? Big fat liar~ Don't know what wrong with me? Making a fool of myself, loving someone that will only my life miserable. Of course, there's no one to blame except myself. No one ask me to love that person, no one ask me to wait for that person. Its only my one side thinking, all along. Now the ending being like this, haha. I should had go along with what that person wanted, forget all about that person. See, i don't even want to type him or his name. It hurt so much, haha. With your friends saying yes yes that person like you too. Crap isn't it? Said earlier, its MY ONE SIDE THINKING. Everything is my one side thinking. Whatever, i don't want to love that person already. I want to end everything, once &for all. What for love someone who only makes your life more miserable? You'll only get more hurt, i'm in so much hurt already, i don't want to continue to get hurt. WASTE OF MY TIME~ doing so much for that person in the past, what a fool i'm? LIAR, saying if YOU continue dragging, it will only bring more hurt to me. You didn't even drag, yet i'm in more hurt. Joke isn't it? Whatever is it, i'll stop loving you. &thats it.

Fiona is a happy girl already, haha. GOODLUCK ah(: you own me 3BIG one! Haha, how are you going to so repay me(;?
Shit, my tears dropping again~

2009-06-21T09:55:00.000-07:00

nothing makes me happier other than shopping(:

Saturday, 20June.
Woke up at 7plus in the morning, i must be crazy right? But i'm having insomnia the whole night. Poor thing, slept for only 2hours plus. Awake by a phone call again at 5plus in the morning, that someone called me again. Lol, knew a good news(: Went out at 8:30am, meet up with fiona, bing &miner. Went to work for fiona's grandpa, everything end at 1plus, cab back to yishun. Went home bath &ready for shopping with bing sis. Wisma &Far east with bing &fiona. Fiona went to pick kaiming off from his work, so sweet of her ah? Haha, me& bing sis manage to bought a few stuff. Saw weiwei &dorothy, had a short chat. Went back to yishun at 8plus, funland &208 aftermath. Was damn tired that day, so went back home at 11. Lol, mummy still praise me!

Sunday, 21June.
Slept till 2in the afternoon, woke up &help mummy do housework. Tiring siol, imagine climbing up &down the ladder putting up curtain for the whole house which consists of 3rooms &1 living room. Mop floor somemore! Ain't i a good daughter? Haha, waited for my daddy to fetch us to SSC. Brought my mummy to Cotton on, brought 3tops(: I'm so going back there to buy more of their clothes, lol. Went giant, brought many many things. Now my kitchen is full of stuff to make me gain more fats again! Eat &homeeeee~

Seeee, i'm a happy girl(: Lol, think i hasn't been this happy for a very very long time already. Don't know when has it became my habit that i'll wake up every midnight to see if there's any msg from the person. Because in the past, that person will msg me every midnight. Now? Lol, a phone call from that person once in a while? OKayyyyyy, i don't want to spoil my mooood!

Think my eyebag is bigger than my eye already! Ciao~

2009-06-19T09:31:00.000-07:00

Wednesday, 18June.
Went miner's class bbq. Set off at 6:30, as we've to wait for kaiming to finish work& reach yishun. Took a cab there, waited very long for maxi cab, even with the booking. In the end, we took seperate cab. Slacked &played there, drink but not drunk. Lol, went home at 3plus in the morning. Reached home, bathed&sleeeeep~

I seriously don't know what to blog about, not in the mood either. But i'm very happy today(: Someone call me early in the morning 6plus. Even though we didn't talk for long, but i'm very contented already. It makes my whole day happy, thanks(:

One week left before school reopen, damn ley! I hasn't play enough, i wish life will goes on like this. no school life~ Haha, i'm dreaming! I seriously don't know what to blog about, so ciao people~

2009-06-16T10:55:00.000-07:00

Everybody asked me to forget you, to let go of you. But i can't, i don't know whats gotten into me, holding on to something that wouldn't ever be mine. How hurt it is to see you so near yet it seem so far. Who say i'll be happier this way? You said before, if you continue dragging ,it will only bring more hurt to me. Now i'm in pain, even if you're not dragging. You lied, you lied, i'm hurting right now. So tell me love, what did i do to deserve all this?Fiona told me alot of things, i don't know if it's real or perhaps it is only our one side thinking. How i wish what Fiona say is true, Fiona! Be happy too okay(:?

2009-06-15T10:50:00.000-07:00

DAMN! DAMN! DAMN! MY HEART HURT! KNOW HOW FUCKING MUCH I MISS YOU!? BUT WHAT CAN I DO!? ONE SIDE THINKING~

2009-06-15T10:22:00.000-07:00

Went zhibing's house to meet her this afternoon, fiona was there already. Slack until 6plus, went funland, went northpoint. Main point is to kill time as we're catching drag me to hell at 9:10pm. It's a nice show, but the ending suck, stupid ending! After movie, slacked at 925&921. Went home at12:15am~

Saw that person ,i miss that person damn badly. So what? That's nothing i can do. How i wish i've the fucking courage to pick up my damn phone &msg him. But whenever i do that, i only type the msg but not press send. Fuck, can i like live one day without missing you? I don't want to live my life so miserable.

MISESS.

2009-06-14T06:04:00.000-07:00

It's 8:27PM now, & i just woke up not long ago. Went blue blaze again last night, with bing sis, fiona, kaiming, wilfred, miner, mummy, miner's mummy, andy, izzat, louis& Fengrong. Reached there around 11plus, opened a martel. Drink& play game, had fun(: Never drunk at all, spoiler. i intend to get myself drunk last night, but well~ forget it. Something unpleasent happened, but everything's fine now(:
Mummy, miner's mummy & miner went home first at 3plus. The rest of us stay, known lousi friend, ah soon: BULLY! Lol, left Blue Blaze around 5. Walked to Fullerton Hotel there, slacked& went to eat mac. Left mac after eating, walked to esplande to catch the first train. More than half of the journey walking to esplande, i had lousi carrying me. Haha, i very fortunate eh? Had a nanny to help me carry my bag, & a good kor to carry me.
Reached home at 7plusAM. bathed& sleeeep ~

I dreamt of us again, the third time already. & everything i dreamt about, it's not a good one, Why can't i have one dream of us that is a happy one? Saw you yesterday, the closest stranger.

I'm watching 法证先锋2 now, it's a nice show! ciao people~

Love sick .

2009-06-12T01:55:00.000-07:00

SORRY! I know i know, i've not touch my blog for the one whole month& plus plus. But! I promise i'll try my very very best to let my blog come back to life. I'm lazy sometimes~ so yea, hope you understand. Haha, if you asked if i'm fine? I'll just give you a straight answer. NO, i'm not fine(: But, i'll try my best to be strong. i don't wish to mention what happened this pass one month, my closest friends know what happened, thanks all who accompany me during this month. Too many things happened, &maybe this is the worst one month i had in my 16years of life.

&To this particularly person who made my life so mess up, thanks to you. i learn how to judge a person more. Yea, you're leaving soon, what more can i do? I don't know if this outcome is better? But whatever is it, you chose it yourself. I'm just giving you what you want, you should be happy right? But why!? Why must this be the damn ending!? Peoples say i'm stupid, i know i'm. But, this will be the last time i, ngzenghui ever do all those stupid things. To you, you chose this path yourself, don't regret. *Never do anything that make you regret, so YOU, don't ever regret it! I've do whatever i can, even though i know from the start the ending will still be the same. YOU told me before, it'll only be my one side thinking. So yea, i'll not continue carrying with my ONE SIDE THINKING. Perhaps this is what god want me to go through to makes my stronger. Damn, i miss you. fuck it.

imissyou~ you're leaving so soon. Can't we be like what we're like in the past? It's been one month since i loveyou.

why ?

2009-04-28T07:25:00.000-07:00

Tell me what you meant by this ; Get this in mind . Its you who left me . Remember that .
TELL ME ! WHAT THE FUCK YOU MEAN !? it is my fault that i leave you ?
You think i want it ? you think i'm enjoying my life now ? LYH , you didn't play your part enough . Think of how you treat me , do yu think you were a perfect boyfriend ? Oh , i shouldn't use the word PERFECT . Fuck , whatever . i don't wish to continue anymore , my tears are dropping _l_

GOODBYE LOVE .

2009-04-27T05:05:00.000-07:00

I'm not in the mood to post or blog about saturday . Will post photos when i'm feeling better .

Today suppose to be our oneyear& one month anniversary , yet it turn out to be the day we left
each other . I hope i won't regret with the decision made , i kept on saying i don't love you that much now . But , why do i feel the pain in my heart ? Why am i worrying about you now ? How much i wish i can always be there to know all things about you ,how i wish i can change you . But i can't . How hard it is for me to type that particular sentence & press send to you . How i wish i never regret it . How much i can't bear to leave you & your family . How bad i feel to leave you . How i wish i can see you now . I don't no when willl i get the chance to see you again , lyh , how i wish you can take care of yourself . Must take your meal , must sleep during night time . What can i do so that i can know everything about you even if i'm not with you . How afraid i'm for you to take those drugs again & do silly things , i'm so afraid . I know i shouldn't care abit about you now , but i can't . i'm still thinking you you .

LOVER'S LOVE .

2009-04-24T08:49:00.000-07:00

Went causeway with Fiona , bing sis , Geraldine , tzejun , marcus & darren . Bing sis , jun , marcus & darren went off shortly after reaching causeway . So left with me , fiona & geraldine only . Haha , met up with darius later , he bought along two friends . Left after half hour of meeting . Slack around woodland till nine & took bus back to Yishun . Funland was next (: Haha , i must say what happened , damn funnnnny ! I was sittting outside funland & playing with my ring . SUDDENLY , it dropped & rolllllllllllll & FELL ! into a drain & the drain had metal bar cover . The cover is damn damn damn heavy i tell you ! Jun , darren , me & fiona tried opening it together but cannot . So i went to find the uncle in charge , uncle took a metal stick with him to force it open . & i jumped into the DRAIN to find my ring . HEN WEI DA BA , HAHA ;D everybody was looking & it is like so damn paiseh lo . Alright , i shall let photo do the talkingggggg ~ But many many photos , what the . .

damn geraldine , don't no so skinny for what !

the two siao charbo :D

see her SEXY lips . haha !

we don't no what were we doing -.-

i'm trying to rape her :x i look fat here . tmd !

SEEEEE , she smoking . Bad bad girl .

TAKE 1 : trying to act ghost

& TAKE 2

& DONE (:! girls outtinggg tomorrow , tata ~

LOOKING BACK

2009-04-18T01:30:00.000-07:00

I spent my WHOLE day at Yishun today , WOW huh ? haha , but you know what ?
Its a happy day , i just realise its not the place that matters , is who you are with .
It doesn't matter , really .
When bing house to meet her first , as i wanted to trim my hair at the shop under her block .
This is the FIRST time they never hear me kp after i cut my hair , haha ! Anyway , after had my hair trim , went to funland , slack & they played game . Shermaine came to meet us , till six thirty , off to safra :D ! You know what ? In the past , i hate it when my friends want to go play pool , but now ? I enjoy it (: ! haha , Perhaps because i learnt a little skill of playing pool ? Lol , it is fun ! Okay , i shall be fast . & AFTER THAT , BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH & HOME . Because readers , i don't wish to type out what happened aftermath , but i had a great day (:
& whatever it is , i love alll my friends :D ! hahaha .

I read something last night , something that make me think of the past .
DAMN , i never realise i had so many friends in the past ? & now ? Where had they gone ? Even if i were to see any of my past* friend on the street one day , i think my reaction will be : giving the person a glance & walk away . But seriously , it must depend who i see . Like so what i think so much ? I doubt that day will come . & one more thing i realise ; people really do change , when i compared myself to now & the past , i seem more happy in the past ? i wonder what happened ? I can't figure it out either . But whatever happened , i'm actually quite contented with my life now , as for my past* friend , i doubt some even remember me . Well nevermind , they have their own life , i've my own life now (: Goodluck to you all anyway ! & My only wish will be , if ever one day i really do see any of my past* friend on the street , we will at least greet each other ? Or just even a smile to each other , i'll be very contented already . Whatsmore , i've a baunch of cute&loving friends with me now .SO , tata people , i'm offff to bed :D ~

P.s. I don't no why nowadays i keep on LIEW HAN , damn it ley ! I don't like lo !

DAMN .

2009-04-16T06:11:00.001-07:00

I'm sick ! stupid feeeeling , had fever last night . Temperature was 38.4 , mummy bought me to see doctor this morning . Whole night can't sleep , terrible feeling . Woke up at eight in the morning , didn't go to school . Bath & went to see doctor , doctor said cause i lack of rest & water thats why my body became very hearty . aftermath went to dabao porridge home . After having my breakfast & medicine . Fell asleep , woke up at 3plus . i'm stilll tired even my whole day of rest . damn man ! hai me cannot see my boyfriend , i miss him ): Lol , bing sis is sick too , hen qiao hor ? We both have two days mc . Haha :D I think that my post is boringgg ~ sorry readers ! alright , i shall stop here for now . tata (: ~

Lust & Love .

2009-04-15T21:49:00.000-07:00

My blog is doneeee (: OH , THANKS MINER :D

seeeee , your name is BIGBIG on my blog , should be damn proud ba (: ?

KFC breakfast before school with Serene today . nice nice , shall go back next time .

Oh damndamndamn , i've to study . NGZENGHUI , YOU HAVE TO STUDY !

i keep telling myself this , but i don't seem to do it . tmd ~

That all for today . tata ~ (:

2009-04-15T05:34:00.001-07:00

hihi :D

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